|Happy Festival of Lights! Happy Holidays! Season Greetings to everyone!|
There are times where I cannot forget a bad memory, no matter how hard I try. It makes me upset because I want to be jolly this month, but ever since a stupid mistake I did, I'm not feeling the same anymore, it's actually worse.
Another thing that makes me upset is that again, I'm not able to draw X-Mas art gifts for all of my friends. It's not because the number of friends grew, but I don't have the freetime to work on them as I used to have when I was still unemployed.
The only things that make me forget about the bad memories in the past are drawing vent art (which means romantic pictures with my crushes and my cartoonish persona) and playing Pokémon X, but only for a short time. It just makes me wonder if I ever will forget because it still hurts my heart. However, I still try to work on X-Mas related and unrelated drawings and they will come, just very slowly. And hopefully the time will come when I have much more time for my friends and for art projects again. Heck, I would be also happy to have more time and motivation to RP again and some more.
This month I'm doing overtime so I can visit my uncle, aunt and cousins in Poland. Something my family hasn't done, ever, I think. It will be something new and unfortunately I won't be able to chat or talk with anyone online in general. We will be on our way on Sunday, December 22nd. Not sure when we will return, but just so you know.~
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