... is getting called fat by my mom in the morning! Why? How the hell should I know? Actually she just said that everyone in the family is fat! Everyone! Then I asked her if she thought that I was fat too and she couldn't bring out a yes in front of me, she just said: "You're not as fat as us, but you can a lot thinner in your age." Pardon me? Is that a way to treat their own family? Couldn't she see that I'm dealing with this problem 24/7? Because, y'know: Having a little time for workout and having to spend most of the day at work, at an office, does that to you! Getting fat!
I was never happy with my body myself, ever since I got into puberty. And then she asked me: "Can't you see that the whole family, even your brother, is getting fatter?" So? He has a family on his own, he has to take care of a baby and he's working an an office as well, fulltime just like me! She however has all the time in the world to work out herself, but what does she do? Nagging and complaining about the rest of the family getting fat! What an idol, isn't she? Gah, and the worst comes in the evening! I confronted my mom about this after I finished my day at work and she was all like: "Oh, I completely forgot about this topic! You always have to bring up these things like it was the worst thing ever!" Me? Bringing it up?!?! She friggin' started it in the first place! I'm a child of peace, but when someone or somebody brings up an issue that insults, offends and hurts other people's feelings, I'm getting so outraged I want to choke someone or something! GRRRRR! And then guess what? She friggin' laughed! She thinks I'm a joke, I'm exaggerating things while SHE is the one getting upset about the family getting fat, and oh, how two-faced she can be! Randomly she says how beautiful I am and all that fake shit but I don't believe her anymore! She can say whatever she wants now, but once you call everyone fat, you will see what kind of a mistake that was. God damnit, my mom can't even friggin' apologize either, just like my sister! What the heck is wrong with my family? I mean really, they always have to find an argument just to have something to talk about, woop-dee-doo!
Oh, and we still get a two-course meal cooked by mom after a long day at work. So yeah, those were my two friggin' cents said about my mother. I can't believe this bullshit anymore... I bought an e-bike two days ago, the week before I was on foot and took the bus most of the time to work and from work and that's what I get to hear today. Great. Seems like whatever I do seems like nothing to my mom, no matter what I do or tell her. It's like talking to a wall that mocks you when you have something to say. It's a miracle I'm still talking to her after all this...
Sorry you guys had to read this, I was on 180° and I had to let it out somehow... -.-'
Watching: Youtube videos
Drinking: mineral water